Ramblings

I miss him so bad tonight.
He's working on his project and he needs to get it done as soon as possible, since the clock has been ticking to the tune of a deadline for quite some time now. I'm really proud of how hard he's been working on it and I can't wait to see the work he's done. I swear, I'm trying really hard to be supportive, and not let my own selfish wants (talking to him) interfere with his work.
But I miss him like crazy, tonight especially. I was in my car listening to that Blue October song and all I could think about was him. I think I've heard the song about 20 times now, and each time I hear it, I fall into this cloud of visuals and memories of us. I can't wait to see him. Only four more days to go, even though I'm sure they're going to be some of the longest four days of my entire life. I left NY approximately 11 days ago, which doesn't sound like a lot, but has somehow managed to feel like an eternity. I'm guessing the last leg of this seperation isn't going to be any different.
I can't waiiiiit to hug him. This is ridiculous. These long distance relationships are like watching old people count pocket change, slow and frustrating.


Anyway, I was hoping that I'd be able to fight off the sleepyness and wait for his call, but I just don't see that happening. So I'm off to bed.