I'm taking this a lot harder then I ever thought I would. I'm so full of regret in regards to the whole situation. It's weighing very heavily upon me.
I love my grandmother.
I'm so ashamed of myself.
I know that when someone passes away, every body plays the blame game with themselves, and they start thinking of all of the ways they fell short, but the truth is, I didn't make any effort with my grandmother.
I deserve to live with the regret.
May she rest in peace, my little grandma. She was the most selfless and giving person I ever knew. She would take from herself, to give to others. She would never let anyone go without. Even when she didn't have a penny to her name, she gave. She spent more then a few sleepless nights worried over and fighting for the people she loved. She did her best, always, to help everyone. She was stubborn and set in her ways, but she was one strong little woman. She will never be forgotten by her grand daughter, and I will make sure that my daughter knows how much her great-grandma loved her.
This has been a very sad weekend, indeed.
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